ode to bloggers

all of u out there
so bored and replete
mostly of obsolete
and mindless sheete
why is my day not complete
without consuming pages and pages
and pages of ur written speech

this one goes out to the one i used to love

there's nothing better than a brilliant song with even better lyrics. this one goes out to the one i used to love.

3 libras - a perfect cirle

threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when i've looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and
you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the eyes
of a fallen angel,
the eyes of a tragedy.
here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
but i see through it all
and see you.
so i threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy.
oh well. apparently nothing.
you don't see me.
you don't see me at all.

These thesis thesissing things

Ok, so I feel that I need to write a note to myself and to anyone else who might be interested. I should not be checking out or writing blogs until I am am done with my thesis! If you see me leaving a comment, please chastise me!

All in all

So, I guess, I'm a woman of a few words (the blog evidence would suggest). But I would like to share something with the world, something that my dad always told me. I try my best to keep to it as I believe it is a really good bit of advice. I don't know if he got this bit of advice from someone else or if it was his own, unfortunately I can't ask him now. He said "Don't say anything unless you have something good to say." I take this to mean that you shouldn't be fake in anyway and that you only try and build people up. And perhaps it's the whole deal with quality versus quantity. I am so happy that my friends are not the bullshit talking kind and are happy to just sit quietly until they have something important to say. Also, a past discussion with two of them gave me another realisation. The realisation that we don't really understand how much impact one can have on someone by what you have to say to them. Anyway, that's all.

Yin and Yan

So, i was wondering why and how it is that life can make such dramatic turn arounds. One minute your completely overwhelmed by everything and the next minute it changes into a place of serenity. I think I love this about life. Even when the shit hits the fan, and it gets into ur hair and clothes, you'll be smelling like roses shortly thereafter. And if ur friends dye ur hair super hectic blonde and then red and it turns out completely uneven, u'll have a gorgoues mahogany do the next day. Come on life, show me what u got!

I am free

I am free today, free from the confines of my mind
I am free from the heart ache and the constant self-criticism
I am free from my constant pondering and re-assessments
I am free from you!
I am free from me!

to bare all or not to bare all

would you tell someone that you love them, if you knew that they didn't love u?